Can I Get a Connection?!

Dialing,

Trying to reach yourself,

Trying to reach others.

Dialing,

Is anyone there? Hello?

I know you're there and I know that you know that I'm here.

I can't connect,

No connection with anyone.

I can't get in touch with anyone.

Dialing...dialing...dialing...dialing....di...a..al...ing.

WTF why can't we connect?

No one has picked up,

I guess nobody is there.

No connection = loneliness.

Left to fend for myself in this epic battle between me and that damn connection!

Did I Fuck Up?

Every wonder, "Did I really fuck things up?" You probably did...I mean fuck things up, not just think about it! That question probably comes more than a few times in our lives. I know it has in mine. I just ate the pizza when I'm supposed to be on a diet...I just fucked up. I turned down that guy who was wonderful and is now married with a baby on the way...I just fucked up. I should have taken that job instead of this one...I just fucked up. I shouldn't have just drunk called my ex...I just fucked up. I really hurt that person's feelings...I just fucked up. I shouldn't have left him/her...oh I more than just fucked up.

So, why do we fuck up? Well, its because like me, you're stupid...sorry :) lol Okay that's a bit harsh. Life can throw so much at us, including a world wind of emotions. Sometimes we can never be too sure of other and most of all ourselves. We make good choices and sometimes we make bad choices. Alas, what do we do?...we must do what is right and just. But I'm sure we must do a lot of things...especially whatever is good for ourselves...

...I don't like the word 'fuck.' Just saying...